[ space weed is expensive as hell, dean, he's got to ration carefully.
dean's asking if he's okay, though, as if he's really expecting a straight answer, and cas can't help the wry grin around his cigarette. he's thoughtful for a little while, brows drawn up tight over his eyes. ]
I'm.. yeah, you know, not bad.
[ he says, and it's not even a lie, really. everything that happened in 2014.. it's still something he needs to process, something he's not sure he'll ever really be able to process, truth be told, but here? on these ships, on this station, right now? it's better than anything he's felt in years. he might not deserve whatever second chance this place is giving him, but you know, he's happier here, in a lot of ways. ]
Beats going home, that's for sure. But you could have guessed that.
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dean's asking if he's okay, though, as if he's really expecting a straight answer, and cas can't help the wry grin around his cigarette. he's thoughtful for a little while, brows drawn up tight over his eyes. ]
I'm.. yeah, you know, not bad.
[ he says, and it's not even a lie, really. everything that happened in 2014.. it's still something he needs to process, something he's not sure he'll ever really be able to process, truth be told, but here? on these ships, on this station, right now? it's better than anything he's felt in years. he might not deserve whatever second chance this place is giving him, but you know, he's happier here, in a lot of ways. ]
Beats going home, that's for sure. But you could have guessed that.