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heavenonearth) wrote2016-06-12 07:24 pm
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tale as old as time

Aaron's hooves slam into the ground beneath him, a hard staccato beat that plays the earth like drums, and the chill evening air tugs at Castiel's thick cloak, whistles through the bare, gnarled trees and rustles his dark hair. He rides hard, the horse's strong hooves kicking up mud and dust as he streaks down the wooden path, lungs burning with effort, face flushed and breaths quick and heart hammering.
This is not the first time Castiel has left home, but surely he thinks it will be the last. He has never seen eye to eye with his brothers, and he runs now from their fury and abuse, leaving behind a soft life of velvet and cream that he has never truly enjoyed.
The youngest son of a noble lord, Castiel is educated and trained, but his ambition has always reached beyond home, past the cruel grip of his family, his brothers who always held their heads too high and ruled those beneath them with a tight fist. Soft, they had always called him, too warm, too kind; serfs and servants and commonfolk were little more than insects, puppets, tools to be used and squeezed for profit, and Castiel had tried to make change, used his father's protection to do what he could to ease the hard life of those he feels they are meant to protect and guard and provide for.
But his father is gone. Disappeared. Dead or abandoned them, Castiel cannot say, and the shock of Lord Novak's disappearance has rippled through them all, giving his brothers free reign to turn on him at last, to vent their fear and abandonment and anger all on him. Without his father to shield and sanction him, Castiel has fled, furious and chafed and angry, hurt, all of his paper thin self confidence pulled to shreds so quickly, like a straw hut in a hurricane. He had packed everything he could into Aaron's saddlebags, and fled.
He's well past his providence now, beyond the lines of his family's influence, for he knows he must melt into the landscape, and disappear as his father had, find himself somewhere safe to close himself off in, to sort himself out, to think.
The gnarled root rises from the earth in the shadows beneath him, neither horse or rider see it, and Aaron trips, stumbles with a whinny and Castiel is flung from the saddle with a shout, landing hard on the damp earth, unharmed beyond perhaps a few scrapes. But Aaron has thrown a shoe, and limps lamely, and Castiel feels the first hints of panic beginning to grip at his breast. It's quickly becoming dark, and they are miles and miles still from the nearest town, and in the distance Castiel can hear the mournful howl of wolves. Quickly, he snaps up Aaron's reins and guides him along the path as fast as he can, and it's only by chance that he sees the twisting, overgrown path that branches off to the east - on horseback, he never would have seen it, old and broken as it is, but when he squints through the shadows Castiel thinks he can spy a gate, some twenty or so yards down winding ribbon of earth.
It's his only hope.
With a gentle word and a palm smoothed along Aaron's proud neck, Castiel leads him quickly down the twisting, narrow road, pushing aside brambles and clinging branches until he finds the rusted iron gate looming up before them, its sharp spires piercing the grey, darkening sky, and beyond it.. a castle. The grounds are silent, the building itself tall and foreboding, beautiful in a sad and dreadful sort of way. There is no life here, no movement or anything to suggest that these grounds are inhabited. The doors are shut tight, the carriages overgrown and in disrepair, the marble paths and statues overgrown and choked with weeds and ivy - but lonely or not, it is the only option he has, the only safe shelter he will find before the sun sets, and when thunder rumbles dark and treacherous above, Castiel knows he has only this one option.
Shoving the creaking gates open with his shoulder, Castiel leads Aaron onto the grounds and closes the gate tightly behind them before he's leading the white stallion along the churned up path, over broken stones and toward the tall doors, dark and peeling, the hinges creaking and groaning loudly when he pulls the doors open - and it takes all of his strength to do it, sure that these doors can't have been opened for many, many years for how rusted the hinges have become. Tugging his hood up and his thick, fur-lined cloak tightly around his shoulders, Castiel ducks his head, and slips inside.
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"Help!" It's loud to Dean's ears, and he's long forgotten how well humans hear. Maybe it can't be distinguished at all. Or maybe it can. Either way, it gives him a legitimate reason to hesitate in revealing himself and he watches for a reaction instead, curious to see what this pretty creature is doing in his castle.
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"Hello? Where are you?" he asks, quick and panicked while he moves swiftly toward the Eastern archway, where he thinks he might have heard the voice coming from. How could someone have made it here, to this place so remote and alone? He's made it here, of course, but had he not stumbled across it accidentally, he never would have known that this was here at all, but to think that two people could have found their way to this hidden hole in the world..
Well, that doesn't matter, really, not right now; what matters is helping whoever is calling for him; Castiel can't really help his altruistic nature, and lending a hand is a snap, instant decision. Tugging the hood of his cloak down, he ducks into the Eastern arch, peering into the dark corridor. "Can you hear me?"
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He follows quietly enough behind.
"Castiel? Is that you?" The voice is undoubtedly Castiel's father, trembling from cold and fear and sudden hope. "Help me. Find the key." And his hand reaches through the bars of the dungeon he's in, hoping the movement will catch Castiel's eyes and lead him to where he's being imprisoned. "Hurry."
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Squeezing his father's chilly hands, he looks to the left and right before he spies the keys hanging from the nearby peg, and he's quick to scramble to his feet, and snatch them up.
"What in the world are you doing here?" he asks, while the keys jingle in his trembling hands, and he chooses the first key, any key, and jams it into the lock.
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"What do you think you're doing?" Dean snaps, careful even as he bares his teeth, not to cut into the delicate flesh of the man in his grasp. He's too pretty to maim without reason. And while it's obvious these two know eachother, that this boy must be here to save the man, he can't help but suspect that there's another reason that brings both of them here. "This is my prisoner."
"Leave him be!" Comes the protest from the cell before it's interrupted by a bout of loud coughing.
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Fear cuts sharp and quick as a hot knife right through him, stabbing into his belly, making his insides tight and Castiel tenses up, both hands immediately coming to grasp at the strong, furry wrist of his assailant.
It's difficult to see through the dimness, but there's just enough light for him to make out a hulking figure, strong and lean, thick with fur and wolflike ears but he cannot make out his features, or anything beyond the haloed outline of a great, large head and broad shoulders. "Please," he rasps, eyes wide and breath quick. "Why have you taken him?"
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"I didn't take him. He came here to kill me. He's lucky he's alive." Truth being that Dean didn't kill humans. He refused to be that part of a monster. But he had grown increasingly angry and cruel in his isolation. Didn't see anything wrong with imprisoning someone who would have him dead.
"I didn't-!"
"Shut up!" Dean roars, head turning to the cage that immediately grows quiet.
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Monsters, of course, are well known tales, and Castiel has grown up on stories of vampires and werewolves, banshees and ghosts and demons, though of course, like any other, he had never thought them to be real, to exist, but even though he cannot make out the features of this creature, it's clear enough that it is far from human. That's.. fascinating, in a way, and were his life not in immediate danger he thinks he would be curious, enthralled, but he can think of only the sharp claws at his throat, and the state of his poor father, sick and freezing in the cell just behind them. Quickly, Castiel's eyes flicker toward the bars, where he can just make out his father's face in the slanting light, and Castiel swallows thickly, then raises his eyes to the beast's face.
"Please.." he says, a little more softly, his grasp on the creature's grasp loosening, though he flinches at the roar that all but rattles his eardrums. "Please release him, he won't harm you. He's.. he's very sick, and he's needed at home-"
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"I know a hunter when I see one." Dean snaps, "He should have considered that before he left. He's mine. And he stays."
He does though, reluctantly, drop his hand from that fragile throat, "You need to go."
For all he's detached from humanity anymore, it's obvious this one isn't a killer. "And know that anyone you send back here won't have as lenient a fate."
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It's enough assurance, at least, that Castiel is brazen enough to challenge it, too fiercely protective of his father for his own good, perhaps, and the Lord Novak, he's sure, can see it in his face, knows that Castiel won't let this go without a fight.
"No," he says, at last, softly, before he's moving quickly to the cell, pressing his back to it with one hand open over his father's fingers that grasp still at the cold, rusted bars. "I won't go without him, I can't abandon my own father." And for all his voice is soft, there's a defiance that flashes in Castiel's eyes, a stolid force that suggests he means what he says, that there shall be no convincing him to leave. Instead, he lifts his chin and swallows thickly, already afraid of his own words and what they mean, but he forces them through anyway. ".. I will stay in his place."
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Dean though, simply stares at him. He remembers that kind of devotion. He would have done the same thing for his own father in a heartbeat. And immediately he recognizes Castiel's conviction, knows that he won't leave his father behind. Dean could throw him out, but he can't stop him from coming back, again and again, until he's forced to do something worse with him.
So he doesn't have to ask if it's something Castiel would really do, it's obvious enough in that fierce look in blue eyes. He prefers that to the fear he saw earlier.
With a snarl he shoves Castiel away from the cell bars, rips them open with his hands, forgoing the keys on the ground and wretches out the older Novak. Without a word he picks up the panicked, protesting lord and quickly takes him to the entrance of the castle and then out to the barn where his horse has been kept.
He tosses him toward the ground and turns around in a dismissive flourish. "Return and I'll kill you." He warns, before he's moving back into his home, slamming creaking doors. Now it's just him and...his new house guest.
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But then the creature is moving, tearing open the bars and yanking his father out without preamble, all but dragging him to the front doors to toss him out into the night before Castiel even has a moment to speak with him. He follows after, quick on their heels, cloak billowing behind them as he all but trips over his own feet in his haste, crying out for him to wait, please! but there's no chance, and it's only through a dusty window that Castiel is able to watch his father go. His only comfort is that at least he has his horse, and will hopefully be able to make it home safely, even in the dark of night..
Once the doors slam shut, a cold silence falls over the castle, and Castiel feels the first hints of apprehension grasping at his heart. What has he done? What will happen to him here? Will he be forced to live out his days in a cold, dank dungeon too, until the chill and sickness take him?
.. it will be worth it, he must convince himself, in order to see his father freed, to have the lord of the land restored to his place. He will have to simply content himself with that.
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So with a huff, he moves over the window Castiel is lingering at. "...Well, come on. I'll show you your room."
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"My.. my room?"
Castiel sounds hesitant, confused, his brow drawn tight over his eyes as he tries to search the face of his new captor, to discern his features but it's still so dim, and night is fully upon them now, makes it all but impossible to get a read on what he really looks like. It seems too that he's purposefully staying out of the shafts of light, hiding his visage purposefully.
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"Come on, before I change my damn mind."
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He can't appreciate the beauty of it right now, though. Not when he feels cold inside, lost and confused and trapped. It feels good to at last have an answer regarding his father's whereabouts and safety, but it's Castiel who must endure here now, with this unpredictable creature he cannot hope to trust, or begin to understand.
Clenching his jaw and clasping his hands tightly together, Castiel follows in silence, his eyes down and his stomach churning.
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But he doesn't bother saying anything else. His conversation skills are rusty, and that's being kind. He used to be good at it, a natural, really, but it's been so long.
He pauses next to the double doors of one of the more elaborate rooms in the mansion. He never bothered claiming it for himself, he's fine in his dank little part of the castle. It must have belonged to a king once upon a time. There's strong sturdy furniture, all ornately decorated. There's chests and bureaus still filled with robes and silks and jewels, and a vanity in the corner. There's an unused fireplace. All of it covered in cobwebs and dust.
"I'll bring you some clean furs."
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It's a nice room, too. Thick with dust like everything else, but the furniture is fine and the windows and arches are beautiful, and there's a good view overlooking the overgrown, ill-tended gardens. Castiel can't help but feel like a bird in a gilded cage.
"Thank you," he says, stiffly, standing ramrod straight in the center of the room, his features schooled into perfect unreadable stone.
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He hesitates outside the door, wondering what the odds are that Castiel will make a run for it as son as he thinks he can.
Probably not tonight. Not with the lame horse he saw outside, not when the wolves in the area are in full activity. But such things don't scare Dean. And considering he has no food inside, he needs to go for a hunt anyway.
Leaving Castiel alone is something he's reluctant to do, but he can't let him starve. So he uses his night to go for a hunt.
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Without the need to hold his head high, however, Castiel finds himself weakening, his shoulders slumping and his eyes closing, a soft breath leaving him like a sigh, and he feels his stomach tighten, a sob held behind his teeth, but he swallows it down.
Everything had happened so quickly.. he has hardly had the time to process it, to understand what has happened here, to process everything that has passed. He's a prisoner now, locked away like a prize in a tower, guarded over by a hulking monstrosity. He could attempt escape, likely at some point will, but for now it seems too dangerous, too risky, so.. better instead to wall himself off, to do all he can not to draw attention to himself until he somehow finds a way out of this terrible, knotted mess.
So Castiel sits at the edge of the large unused bed, his arms tight around his abdomen and his eyes squeezed shut, feeling small in this enormous room, insignificant in the burdening silence, but still that small fire of anger burns in his breast and he will keep it alive, nurse it as long as he needs to to keep focused.
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"Hey, I brought you things." He offered, keeping to the side of the door where the shadows were better. There'd be nothing to hide him in the morning, but if he kept some of his features hidden until then, maybe Castiel would at least step out of the room. And he wanted him out of the room. He wanted him to talk to him. He wasn't stupid to expect anything more than a tentative acquaintance, but honestly, he'd take it. Hell, the idea even excited him a little bit.
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It's too overwhelming to parse right now, to figure out what it is what he needs to do, to even begin to wonder at how he got himself into this mess in the first place. It feels strange, surreal, like this could not possibly be his life, what he has become, as if he's watching a play unfold, reading a story in a book written about someone else's life, another man's misfortunes, and not his own.
He's too tired, too spent to consider what he needs to do, so he ends up only feeling sorry for himself, and getting nowhere.
When the door finally snaps open again, he's snapped from his cyclical thoughts, reminded again of his hulking captor filling the doorway, and it certainly doesn't escape his attention that he's standing in the shadows, doing everything he can to conceal his form. Castiel supposes he can't blame him. Standing, he moves slowly toward the doorway, to accept the items.
".. thank you," he says, after a halted moment, and then, squinting into the shadows, he tilts his head and ventures - "Who.. who are you?"
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That Castiel lingers in the doorway longer than is necessary to take the furs and candles is a little surprising all in itself, and he can see with eyes far too adjusted to the darkness that he's trying to get a better look at him. Curiosity. And he doesn't blame him for that.
But that he actually asks, well that has him blinking in surprise. Even more shocking though is that he asks who, not 'what'.
"...It doesn't matter. You can call me whatever you want." Beast. Monster. Creature. All of it's fitting, probably more so than his actual name that he hasn't heard uttered since his brother passed years ago.
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But even if he isn't afraid, he's still angry, still distant and cold, and he doesn't pursue his line of questioning any longer. For the moment, he's too aggravated to really care about this creature's name or identity past a brief question, so he does not probe any deeper, only seals his mouth closed and looks away, silent.
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But it also leaves him with nothing much else to say. Conversation still lingering just outside his reach. "You'll join me for breakfast."
Maybe he should have phrased that like a question. But it's not one. He's not going to watch some angry human wither away and die from stubbornness. And if they're going to have to do this face to face thing...it's going to be on his terms.
"That's it."
And he turns away, walks back down the hallway with his heart pounding in his ears. It's part of the witch's curse, to be loved as the creature he is, and he hasn't had so much as a chance to test it before now. He's going to fuck it up. That's always been his kind of luck.
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